Lots of people have been seriously messing with me lately, people that i claim to be friends with. Well, go to hell...heres who i am going to continue to be friends with: (if ur lower than someone else, dont take it personally, get off ur high horse)

Rebecca: U have been there for me through thick and thin. I really cant say enough how much i appreciate everything that u have done. U have made a serious difference. U will always have a place in my hear reserved for u.

Emily: We have had our bouts and we have had our arguments, but through it all, we are still there for eachother. I am thankful for so much from u, and i am so glad to be ur friend, thank u so much for everything!

Kristy: How is it in FL anyways? 2 yrs...just 2 more yrs. I will be down there with u guys and enjoying every bit of life. Thanks for always listening to my constant bitching and complaining, it's good to know i can always come to u for a lending hand. Take care of Jay...NO MORE FIGHTING!! *laughs*

Jay: How are things, bro? We dont talk too much anymore, like we used to at least. Thats a shame. But man, ur still the closest person to a brother to me (besides my own brother) that i can think of. We can talk about anything with eachother, no matter how short tempered we are hahahaha. Seriously tho, thank u for all that u do and put up with from me...u deserve so much more gratitude than i give u.

Deidre: My brother's gf. What can i say...we used to annoy the hell out of eachother, but now we are really close friends. I tell u so much about myself its not even funny. And i like it that way, ur a good friend...u will always be appreciated. I will be there for u for a shoulder to cry on if u ever need it.

Kandace: Again, what can i say? We havent known eachother too long, but we have gotten used to eachother, so far at least. Thank u for the countless nights of yelling at me to build up my self confidence, i think im a better person because of it. What u said that night really did mean a lot to me, and it will never be forgotten. Thanks for everything.

Nate: And now, my best friend. Asshole. Hahahaha. Only by association of me tho. We give eachother so much shit, its so funny. The last couple of weeks that we have hung out have really played an important role in the forming of my "new" self. I shouldnt be afraid anymore. I should just go out there and do what ever i feel, and not hold back...ur right. Thanks man, fer shizzle mah nizzle, just ask ur mizzle how i jizzled all over her fizzle!

Donna: Hey chica. Whats up? We lost touch in January, i dont know what happened, but we started talking again a couple of weeks back and im greatful for that. Things will be fine, my friend. Just like always, I will be here for u if u ever need someone to talk to...ur a really good person and deserve so much more from people...if only they could see the person i see...

Abbie: Wow, just...wow. Taking care of Nate? I hope so. Dont hurt him too much. Then i will come after u. Thanks for yelling at me all those times to get my head on straight. I gotta really stop putting myself down so much. Ur friendship is much appreciated.

Brian: My brother. I doubt u read this, but ur the closest person in my life. I really dont know where i would be w/o u man. We have gone through some tough times, most we have gotten out of, some we are still in. I cant express enough the love that i hold for u man. I really cant. Thank u so much for everything, from the bottom of my heart.

Debbie: We are still friends, through everything that we have gone through. We havent talked so much, and its kinda upsetting, but i know that u are always there whenever i need u. It means so much to me to still have that bond with u after 2 yrs. I cant express this feeling that i hold for u, and i will never be able to. Just know, u have done so much for me and the upbringing of my personality.


If u havent made the list, take it up with me. I might have forgotten u, but more than likely i havent. Dont take it personal, i can be forgetful, but if u think u are that close to me, just ask, and i will be straightforward with u...no more lies and deceit.